Aeos Ceremonials
Our Story
Vision x Mission
In service to revealing The Most High, Source, Beloved Creator through each one of us. As the true living divine temple. Anchoring heaven to earth. By remembering and integrating our true humanity.
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To be truly human is to be an extra dimensional being of 3 bodies. Spirit, Soul & Ego. Your Ego isn't something to fix or destroy. It is something to clarify. That greater extents of your Spirit's design may reveal through you into life. In so doing, the divine stream is made manifest through you.
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Aeos serves this through a 5 rite ceremonial process. That takes each entrant through a Death and Rebirth. Supporting internal & external coherent communion with the material world. Reinstating the natural place of the human in the living eco system.
Welcome to this place,
I'm Athenae Ma'sheba
Death alchemist.
Death has been my teacher, my catalyst, steadfast ally and threshold through which I find greater extents of the Divine.
If you’ve ever felt like there were two of you…The one enlivening flesh in this world, and the one who could sense there was more of you and more of the world. As a pulse whispering its mysteries just behind the outer layer of your reality.
If you recognize this, maybe you’ll recognize my story.
When a childhood friend died, something in me opened. I started sensing the field and the living connection underneath everything before I had words for it. I knew that I had come here into a body.
My first teachers were the tree people. They taught me to meditate into the field. They showed me that the field itself is a malleable substance, and that time isn’t linear. So much as it’s a folding of a single point.
Learning has always felt more like remembering.
& maybe you know that feeling too. Sensing more than the people around you seemed to.
You opened to a deeper current of life. Before you had any language for it, or any way to be sure you weren’t imagining the entire thing.
"My teen years were rough in a way I think a lot of extra sensory and intuitive people will recognize.
When you feel more than your life can hold, and you don’t have anyone to help you make sense of it, you find ways to suppress it. For me that looked like substances and recklessness.
Self destruction that happens when a part of you feels it doesn’t fit in the center but rather on the edges of the world it landed in and hasn’t yet found another way to cope.
For a long time I felt like I was living a double life. Carrying more than I knew what to do with and trying to turn the volume down on it the only ways I knew how."
In my early twenties, things came to a head.
I got involved with a satanic trafficker. When I wanted to leave I was held under guard in my apartment. Under threat, what came to meet me was one of the guides who I’d felt haunted by. They told me they could help and asked if I would accept.
This has been the recurring theme with my guides. They always present what I call the crossroads of choice. Which has installed how I approach this work. There is no wrong direction. There are only choices.
Choices that lead to balance and choices that lead away, but there’s always the ability to choose your way back to balance. I accepted the help. She proceeded to guide me through what I’d now call a folk practice of cutting cords to plot my way out.
But you have to imagine this…
"I’m a young club girl, coming out of a coke haze, held captive by some guy ordered to watch me by this self professed satanic guy who believes his mission is to realize the Codex Gigas and says he’s been hunting me since ancient Egypt…"
Things got so strange so fast…
I’m standing in my kitchen with a piece of string and some wax, standing over the stove burners. I felt insane, but my back was against the wall. I’d been so desperate to die. I felt like such an outsider, trapped in a world that wasn’t mine.
Yet when that life was threatened, I was fighting to protect it. Getting out cost me almost everything I had. I left my apartment and all of my belongings in the middle of the night.
In the aftermath, I came apart.
I went through a period where I genuinely lost my grip on reality. What I experienced as the boundary between this world and that sweet dark hum underneath it simply dissolved. I know what it is to not be able to find the ground. To not trust your own mind. To wonder if you’ll ever feel solid again.
I did indeed fall apart...
...Though, again. When I finally started to listen to what was coming through. I found my way to teachers who gave me my first tools. Inner vision from a shamanic practitioner and focused breath practice from Kaula Marg Tantra teachers. These tools were integral to my feet coming back to earth, and beginning to formally learn from my guides.
I moved in vision, and the guides I’d spent my whole life half hearing & trying to numb out began to show me things directly.
A process of descent and reintegration. Practices for cutting what doesn’t belong and anchoring what does. A work of Soul mending, and reinstatement of our inherent conversation with the manifest field from overlay.
If you've ever been somewhere like that...
I want you to know that it often means you opened faster than you had support for. That was true for me, and I’ve found my story isn’t unique.
Our western world doesn’t have infrastructure for it and the spiritual industry is doing its best. Though can lend itself to more disillusionment than anything else.
What brought me back was structure. Real practices, grounded teachers, who knew how to meet someone whose system had blown wide open and gently bring them back to earth.
What came after was years of slow, unglamorous rebuilding. I’m ever the late bloomer. A slow moving star.
Training and studies and off route turns in between. Putting myself back together one piece at a time using the exact practices I now share. This wasn’t a clean integration.
& I want to normalize that.
Personal expansion can’t be curated and it isn’t linear or graceful.
you may recognize this too...
For years I didn’t trust any of it. It was all happening inside me, with nothing external to point to, so I assumed I was making it up.
Even when I started working with women and they experienced results that followed a repeating pattern. I couldn’t claim it.
What finally broke that open was the Western mystery tradition. Because inside them I found my own cosmology reflected back at me.
The same map I’d been receiving in vision. The same laws. The same processes and philosophy.
The same language for the structure of reality I thought I’d been inventing alone in the dark.
All of it standing in a tradition thousands of years old, tracing back to the Egyptian mysteries. Truly before. As I see its beginnings in the lands before Babylon.
This is the thing I most want you to hear.
Everything I work with is available to you too. The field, the inner intelligence, the capacity to clear what isn’t yours and anchor what is. None of it is exclusive. It’s inherent to the human experience.
I’ve started and stopped offering this work more times than I can count.
There’s a fear that comes up around being visible with this. For years that fear talked me out of showing up.
It dressed itself up as “consequences.” Underneath it was something older and more visceral. After the man I escaped, I carried a deep conviction that I was being hunted, that my gifts made me a target, that being seen was genuinely unsafe.
If you’ve ever felt that resistance around claiming your own gifts. The voice that finds endless reasons to stay hidden. Whether real, envisioned or old memories before this life.
I extend courage to you. I extend to you tender grace as a salve & call on divine protection and fortitude to shelter the way before you.
Showing up here is part of my own continued integration.
Let's call it, my outer integration.
I’ve experienced two layers in personal development.
The anchoring of the self and the translation of the self into renewed conversation with the field.
This work is the canvas where I translate myself into life. Where I make a place for myself where I felt there wasn’t one.
Your life isn’t fixed.
The circumstances around you are in constant conversation with what’s happening inside you.
And who you actually are is far greater than the conditioning, the wounds, or even the healing you’ve done so far.
We’re more than this body and this history. The work of a lifetime isn’t to escape the earth or rise above it. It’s to bring the fullness of who you are into it.
That’s what I mean by wholeness. Not a perfect, transcendent state somewhere else.
But rather, the reflection of your true expanse of self into life around you.
Your relationships, your work, your resources, your sense of being at home in yourself.
And the reason inner work doesn’t always change the outer life isn’t that the work failed.
It’s that coming home to yourself and translating that into your circumstances are made up of those two different movements.
Most of us learn the first one. Almost nobody gets guidance for the second.
They’re seen as a single process.
Which leads to a point in personal development that can seem as if suddenly life around you isn’t congruent with you. What’s really happening is that the sexy new inner template needs to be translated or plugged into the field. To update the operating system that informs your life.
"I once dreamt of standing in front of this valley of trees with a caravan of king’s guards. The king had agreed to host me while I rebuilt my own queendom. I needed to plug in a charging cord, so I was dangling the plug down into the valley in hopes of plugging it into the roots of the trees."
This is a perfect depiction of the process of translating our inner divine right to rule our life. We draw it forward within, and then we plug it into the field.
Thank you beloved king of the world for hosting us, as we plug in our heavens unto earth.
This work is the song of my Soul. It’s the thing I came to offer into the world in this life. It’s my poetry and art.
To extend the holy torch to my sisters.
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Extra sensory, carrying gifts and transmission longing to anchor through you, having done real work and yet still carrying more than your current life knows how to hold.
Still living slightly outside yourself. Still half doubting your own knowing because it lives on the inside. Still waiting for a life that reflects who you actually are.
I built this work around the support I needed and couldn’t find.
The work draws on the traditions I trained in and the inner cosmology of natural law. It goes to the root. The old patterns, the inherited beliefs, the conditioning that was never yours.
It clears the space between who you are and the old matrix of your life due for update.
The results my clients have seen have revolved around business, financial and relationship expansion.
I relate to this as breaking through blocks as a result of reestablished coherence.
And everything I reach for in it is inherent in you too. That’s the whole secret.
The tradition is ancient, but the access is interior. It was always available to you.
You may just be waiting, as I was, for something to reflect it back and let you finally believe it’s real.
If something in this sounds like your own story, you’re exactly who I made this for.
Training
The path of falling apart to find myself again
-Kaula Marg Kriya Tantra Initiate
-Shamanic Practitioner Apprenticeship
-Foundation For Shamanic Studies Training
-Usui & Kundalini Reiki Master
-Kundalini Bodywork Training
-Somatic Informed Coaching Methodology
-Western Mystery Tradition Initiate
